Make War

oh christy and her terrible games. and damn me for tell him he should let her know. she didnt need to know, not really. now i have caused a problem with the one thing in the world i NEVER wanted to cause a problem with... good job on that one sonja...

well im now 100 percent sure that steve cares about me alot... if there was a moment i doubted that, damn do i feel shitty... not that i don't already.

although i did accomplish a goal last night :) ... my goal when me and steve started seeing each other was to hear him sing, because he assured me he is a horrible singer and he only sings to his daughter. because im just that cool i heard him sing last night, of course they were cute children's songs, because his daughter was singing them - which was adorable ... goal accomplished. now i must think of a new goal in the way of steve... hmm...

on slightly less important note- chris seems to be hating me at the moment... did i do something? im pretty sure thats a no.

im just more so longing for the 18th, well more so the 20th. school will finally be done for me -oh graduation- as well as i will then become ungrounded, and i have an even stronger longing to see steve, whom i haven't the pleasure of seeing since last thursday during lunch :) . i understand that wasnt too terribly long ago, but alas it was only an hour, and that doesn't satisfy the amount of time i am wishing i was spending with him. of course when schedules permit.

-christys' favorite past time is to make war- poor steve